mUhD hAzIm BiN rOsLi

2008-12-07T08:20:00.000-08:00

nt workg today, tomorrow,and the day after.
i so need a break.so tiring.
im tired physically.emotionally.and mentally.
thank god ive got work to keep my mind off some shits.
thou work is damn tiring, its kinda fun.
the environment, the people.idk, jst cool.
and one of my colleagues' gay.he admits it.
super cool guy.
kudos to him for being a very brave person.

random, bt here goes nothing.
ive discovered that clothes which are more expensive are usually of higher quality and more comfortable.
also their cuttings are way way nicer.
so u cnt blame me if i splurge.heehee
cnt splurge anymore..no more money.
horrible me, spend money till no more left.
haha..thats y im working..

hazim.
my insides being eaten up.

work

2008-12-03T05:02:00.000-08:00

hello..
updating today since theres no work tomorrow.
work?hmm...rather interesting bt quite tiring uh..
anyway, whats up with people and hoodies nowadays?
everywhere i go, i see a hoodie.left right top bottom.
okay no, maybe just left right.
when it is 12noon some weirdos are in hoodies(new mat and minah trend).
WTF?!?!?!
please la..let me educate u people a bit.
12 noon if never rain always very sunny.
sunny means hot.
hot means u will sweat.
when u sweat u shouldnt wear hoodies bodoh.
aiyoyoyo... no common sense issit??

also, have u ever noticed hw foreign workers stare at ladies??
its like as thought theyre gonna pounce on them and eat them up.
up-stop at centre-down-stop at centre-up(x2)
though im nt a lady, i feel scared seeing their eyes moving up and down.

okla, i wana rest.im beat.

bye world.
hazim.

revival? i hope.

2008-11-25T07:49:00.000-08:00

back from 3 months.
reasons for absence??lazy, studying.aiya more of lazy.
dont expect me to update every single day.
just had a sudden urge to update, god knows why.

moving on, who says life after Os is fun??
if youre a freako who stays home and live by games, maybe yes.
m so dead shit bored right now, i dont know what to do with my life for the next 2 months.

everibody seems to be working.stupid.i so lembab.damnit, zara please call me back.
need $$kaching$$, so that i cn at least eat.
erghh...

just realised that i didnt take much pics at prom.didnt bring camera.
dont know where it is.

**psst..diamater of the opening of a straw = ??????
anybody who knows just tag me(once i put that shit up)

man, u people can sometimes get on my nerve.
my pateince has its limits.
right now, its nearing the limits.
dying inside.

hazim.

love sick melody for the birthday boy(:

2008-08-27T08:30:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY HAZIM(:

It's your 16th birthday and i might not be seeing you tmr so i did this:D

you've got 16 candles to BLOW out.

& do i like owe you smthg? 16kisses or 1 kiss for 16min eh?
(you can dream on abt this part though:P)

you may not be superman, but i can assure you that you're my superhuman.

yeah, because of you, a superhuman heart beats in me too.

and so are you.

and dear, this can only be everlasting.

xoxo, iman

But that's the moment you came to me

I don't know what your love has done to me

Think I'm invincible

I see through the me I used to be

You changed my whole life

Don't know what your doing to me with your love

I'm feeling all super human, you did that to me

A super human heart beats in me

Nothing can stop me here with you

It's not a bird, not a plane

It's my heart and it's going, gone away

My only weakness is you

Only reason is you

Every minute with youI can feel like I can do anything

Going going, I'm gone away in love

Happy birthday dearlove((:

2008-08-14T05:17:00.000-07:00

boy, you're such a motherfucker.

& yes, i love iman.

hazim.

karma

2008-07-29T04:42:00.000-07:00

i really think karma is taking a toll on me.

hazim.

2008-07-05T21:36:00.000-07:00

Beep Beep oh look now there goes my phone
And once again im just hoping its a text from you..mm..
It aint right read ur messages twice thrice
Four times a night its true
Everyday I patiently wait
Feeling like a fool but I do, anyway
Nothing can feel as sweet and as real
Cuz I know that I wasn't waiting in vain..

[Chorus:]
And maybe its true
Im caught up on you
Maybe there's a chance your stuck on me too
So maybe im wrong
Its all in my head
Maybe we're afraid of words we both haven't said

[Verse 2:]
Im always connected online
Looked on facebook all the time
Hoping you've Checked my profile
Just can't help wondering why,
You play it cool but,
I'm hopelessly falling for you,
Every night on the phone I'm..
In love with you, and I know you like it girl
All joking aside,
Let's see you and I
Come out and say what we're trying to hide..

[Chorus:]
And maybe its true
Im caught up on you
Maybe there's a chance your stuck on me too
So maybe im wrong
Its all in my head
Maybe we're afraid of words we both haven't said

[Bridge:]
Like I really want you,
I think I need you,
Baby I miss you,
I'm thinking of you [x2]

[Chorus:]
And maybe its true (OH)
Im caught up on you (maybe, yeah)
Maybe there's a chance your stuck on me too (Stuck on me too)
So maybe im wrong (Hey baby, yeah..)
Its all in my head.. (OH NO)
Maybe we're afraid of words we both haven't said (both haven't said)

And Maybe Its True Im Caught Up On You
Maybe Theres A Chance You're Stuck On Me Too
So Maybe Im Wrong,
And Its All In My Head
Maybe We're Afraid Of Words We Both Hadnt Said

Maybe it's true..(Baby I Miss You)
I'm caught up on you (Look I Want You)
Maybe I am wrong
Baby I miss you...

i just thought the chorus of this song is damn significant to what im going through now.
CHORUS:
And maybe its true
Im caught up on you
Maybe there's a chance your stuck on me too
So maybe im wrong
Its all in my head
Maybe we're afraid of words we both haven't said

Its a whole new thing now.
am over the past due to the existence of the sweet presence.=)
*psst, i think i really am caught up on you.hehe..

its a nice song by the way..Maybe- Jay Sean

blog timing/date is screwed.

2008-06-20T09:32:00.000-07:00

ive made a promise to myself not to spend unnecessarily anymore.
im starting to find zara much more interesting than topman.
might be working there after Os if i can get a job there.heehee..
anyway,it sucks to not be watching live Euro action from tv,
all im watching is highlights from sportscenter.

im still living the dream of becoming one(pilot). haha..

omg,this is so random.

had a match on tuesday.we won 7-0.wouldn't say we played magnificently, bt better than usual.
still not done with homework.

*im all for nadal in the wimbledon.
**hoping spain wins the euro 08.
-lakers suck losing the 6th game by about 40 pts.

whatever hazim whatever.

hazim.

lets burn some fats.nahh...

2008-06-13T08:21:00.000-07:00

all hail the king of clay, Rafael Nadal, equalling bjorn borg's record of 4 straight roland garros' wins.
here comes the new female no1 in tennis, the hot and sizzling Ana Ivanovic.
so long to the lakers trailing to celtics 3-1 in the nba finals. its not your year.
cheers to robert kubica for winning the f1 gp in montreal in canada, kiss his ass hamilton.
im supporting spain in this year's euro although i think that the final will see portugal play germany.
woods and mickelson's poor start to the us open proves that theyre still human. adam scott's name sounds cool.

& lastly, let's welcome luis felipe scolari to stamford bridge on july the 1st.CHELSEA all the way!!

im bored. homeworks are killing me.

hazim.

snakeheads oh snakeheads.

*P.S. lesson learnt: assumptions really are the mother of all screw ups. right friend?

broke. :)

2008-06-05T02:32:00.000-07:00

hello.
been a while since i last updated.
been going out a lot lately. almost every day.
& &, ive been eating mcdonalds almost every day.
really hope that would help me to gain a few more kgs.
and its bcause of that, im losing all my money!
too much eating at mcDs.
actually,nola..been spending quite a lot lately.
i dont know, everytime i go out i feel the urge to splurge.
& nt to mention,i havent even got my prom stuffs.
i just feel like splurging. really!
ive gt nothing in particular that i really want (except for that bag from crumpler), i just get things on impulse.
if its nice, ill just get it.
a real bad habit of mine.
somebody give me say around $300 ???okay..im just kidding.
but, if ure generous, do give me ayte. hahahah....

anyway, ive jsut been reminded that we've got only 2 more weeks for the holidays.
damn, that brought me back down to reality.
honework pile still stagnant.damn.
i shall do my homeworks & study for Os during the next 2 weeks.

* those who do want to go on the singapore flyer on the 18th of june as mentioned by cikgu nora, do gdrop me a text.i guess its only for the 4E malay class.

hazim.

quiz.

2008-05-28T06:45:00.000-07:00

1. At what age do u want to marry?
28. must work first. so i would be financially stable.

2. which are more important you? friends or girlfriends?
friends, well cause im single.

3. Who are the people you trust most?
alfi, fad, man, mad.

4. Do you think you have enough confidence?
enough to get me through my daily life.

5. what do you hate?
GOOD QUESTION!
Fucking backstabbers who pretend to offer their help while in truth, they are just slashing(stabbign is to weak a word) u from the back

6.what kind of girls do you like?
girls with nice hair. as long as she is NOT FLAMBOYANT.

7. what is your goal for this year?
Os l1r5:7

8. do you believe in eternity love?
no.

9. have you broken someone's heart till he/she wants to commit suicide?
even if i had, they must've deserved it. :)

10. what feeling do you love most?
adrenaline.

11. what are the requirements of the other half?
nice hair. thats the most important.

12. (my question) what do i hate in girls?(cool.)
hw they hit you when they're disturbed.haha..

13. do you cherish every single friendship of yours?
not all.some arent worth to be cherished. right, bitch?
btmy brotherhood is greatly cherished.

14. do you like S.H.E?
no.

15. what are the most important things in your life?
family, brotherhood, studies, FOOD

16. do you love anime?
NO.

17. describe the person who tagged you in five ways.
man? crazy.attached.fun to be with.sleepyhead.dedicated person.

18. if you had one one wish, what would it be?
brotherhood tostay together even after Os

19. if you could rewind time, when would you go back to?
back to HYDERABAD.

20. do you love yourself?
YES.thats why im dont do stupid things like slit wrist if im down. =)

instructions: remove one question from above and add in your personal one. make a total of 20 questions and tag 8 people. list then out at the end of the post. notify them thru their tagboard that they have been told to do these questions.

everybody seems to have done this,whoever who wants to do it, go ahead.

hazim.

tagged

2008-05-27T09:31:00.000-07:00

tagged by haiman.
so here goes...
Name 20 people you can think of right now..nah..i prefer 20 people who are worth me mentioning.
Dont read the questions till you've named the 20 people
(haha..i have to read it off somewhere to know i'm tagged -_-!!)
At the end, choose 3 people who has to do this.

1. Faiz
2. Imran
3. Yun Liang
4. Estee
5. Haiman
6.Benny
7. Fadli
8. James
9. Sufyan
10.Fiza
11. Alice
12. Nana Senen
13.Nicholas
14. Bart(ccac)
15. Alfi
16. Shakira
17. Ahmad
18. Zulfarhan
19. Fazillah(ccac)
20. Athirah

How did you meet #14? (Bart)
haha..crazy guy..i interviewed him!

What would you do if you had not meet #1? (Faiz)
my elder bro?..i think i'd be dead.haha..kickass bro he is.

What if #9 and #20 dated? (Sufyan & Athirah)
im sure fiza would murder sufyan if they ever dated..they'd never date

So will #6 & #17 dated? (Benny &Ahmad)
hahaha...ahmad would whack the gayness out of benny

Describe #3. (Yun Liang)
known him for almost 4 yrs. he never fail to make me smile. for over a year i have sat next to you & we have produced a lot of crap! hahaha...

Is #8 attractive? (James)
haha..hmm..i guess so??

Describe #7? (Fadli)
hahahaha....craziest guy around.never fail to make everyone laugh with his acts & clumsiness!!

Know any one of #12's family members? (Nana Senen)
haha..question should be for haiman.

What will you do if #18 confesses that she likes you? (Zulfarhan)
i will run away before he catches me. hahaha...

What language does #15 speak? (Alfi)
ermm..english, malay, a bit of french, german & maybe bamblegook..hahahaha

Who is #9 going out with? (Sufyan)
no. 10 + god knows who..hehe

How old is #16? (Shakira)
17 or maybe 16, i think, i suck at remembering birthdates

When is the last time you spoke to #13? (Nicholas)
just did. nick,man u will not lift the champions league trophy!!chelsea will!!

Who is #2 favourite band/singer? ( Imran)
haha..although he is my younger bro, ive got no idea.haha

You ever date #4? (Estee)
we are on & off couples..had many nights together. heehee..

Would you ever date #1? (Faiz)
he is my elder bro for gods sake. haha..

#19 single? (Fazillah)
ahhh..i dont know..maybe?maybe not?

What's #10's last name? (fiza)
daughter of mazlan

Would you ever be on a date with #11? (alice)
haha..never thought of it b4..dont think so, to good a friend to go dating with

School of #3? (Yun Liang)
haha..no shit..unity sec

Where does #6 live? (Benny)
haha..dunno, dun wanna know either

Whats your favourite thing about #5? (Haiman)
great listener..thanks bro.

Have you seen #2 naked? (Imran)
haha..yes.loads of times.hahaha...ages ago though.

3 people tagged are:
1) Nicholas
2) Fadli
3) Alice

damn , this thingay took me a long time to do..
with the lagging of the com or blogger, it is really taking one hell of a load of time.

hazim

a learnt lesson

2008-05-20T08:20:00.000-07:00

yet again, I believe that it was the trust that i had for the people i know was the cause of everything that had happened.

& indeed, motherfcukers you all are.

*MR ENGLAND KING, I am not referring to you. I love you, Mr King brother.

clarification

2008-05-20T06:45:00.000-07:00

just find the need to perhaps clear a few things out.
hope you are going to read it.
well, occasionally things appear in a way that is not preferrred.
thats life aint it.
however, those very close around me know that I don't dwell much on things I know I'll never get.
yet again, they also know me as a very determined person who goes all out to achieve what I aim.
but, aims are just aims and the determination level varies according to its importance & what its about.
upon reading the message received, I was feeling slightly ambivalent.
wasnt sure whether I should still try or to just lose hope.
almost everything within told me the latter-to just lose hope & focus on the upcoming Os.
& yes, i chose to follow the latter.
however, love is a very sensitive issue which goes deep down ones heart.
one that is loved cannot just be forgotten in a day nor can it forgotten in a week.
a month, perhaps, if I'm lucky.
telling myself to lose hope was difficult
as I knowingly & painfully tried to erase the feeling i had for you which was inscribed within me.
but i know i had to get it done soon.
never would i want it to linger within me any further.
at times, it was hard to resist the temptation to just send you a text,
in the hope that a reply would be given.
but in texting you, it really came upon me to just forget about you.
sincerely, i was trying my very best to forget it.
playing soccer or out to shop with the usual clique are the best ways to aid me in forgetting you.
however, to add salt to the wound,
boss seemed to have acted in a way that might have been seen as if it was me who had instigated him to act in that manner,
with all the questions asked and remarks passed
it may have been obvious as if it was me who had instigated boss to act in that manner.
but, to tell you, i had not instigated boss to act in the way he did.
some may say this is a common line, but I sincerely respected your decision
& did not carry on futher in the ever competitive race to win you over.
once again, it wasnt me who had instigated boss to act in that manner.
calling me a jerk& all seems all-so-fitting for a moment of time
yet again, i realised, that i wasn't behind boss' actions.
i had not asked him to act on my behalf.
let it be known that boss acted on his own will.
clearly boss' actions had tarnished your impression of me,
but, im not blaming him.
& there's only one thing I can do which is to apologise to you.
I'm so sorry that all these things had to happen!
Never did I expect things to get this extreme.
Yet again i wish to clarify as it is of utmost importance:
I had not instigated boss to act in the manner he did.

I really hope that, since we are both from the same council, we can continue to work together when the need arises. it is very important that we remain professional, not letting personal matters affect our communication in times of need.You can still ask me what are the problems that may arise once you have taken over the council(after jogathon). I'll still be there to be of assistance as you've said, I am a senior afterall.

Rest assured, I have vowed to myself, to forget how I felt for you.
& I wouldn't be surprised if you had started to abhor me.

i really wish that your impression of me has improved after reading my clarification.

Yours truly,
Muhd Hazim Bin Rosli

*boss-Mr England King

2008-05-18T06:48:00.000-07:00

ive just fell in love with the bmw 6 series.

sorry i cant make the pictures to be bigger.

it'd be blur if it were big.

& it costs abt $220,000.

damn expensive.

bt i think, im gonna work hard to be what i aim to be,

then i might be able to afford it.

haha..just a random post.

hazim

yet another rant.

2008-05-18T05:47:00.000-07:00

dont know why.i just feel like signing in.
kinda grateful to this long weekend. could really put it to great use to catch up on my sleep.
really been sleeping a lot yesterday and today.
& ive just realised that my class had not had PE for over 4 weeks
not that pe is intresting n fun, but yea, just realised.
ms k, cn be consideredas mdm,(form tcher) went into class during pe
checked marks n all that crap.
mine was okay, i guess.
if only i had passed my bio practical test, i would have completed a set of 8 dist
anyway, i think, i have made progressive improvement on my level ranking.
moved up a single rank yet again.
been moving up by one ever since sec 2.
why couldnt it have been improved by 2 or 3..
nvm,let that be in prelims.
my l1r5 is beyond belief,7 - 2(CCA) = 5.
i really hope that my Os L1R5 would be the same,
i might consider getting myself into njc or maybe still ac.
we'll see hw things go before i come to a decision.
& sadly, ac dont offer DSA based on leadership or uniform group.damnit.
i really wanna get in there, but i'll still have to wait.
got hold of some pics of chalet, lazy to upload.
going out tomorrow to look out for some stuffs for prom. haha...
kind of early but, havent gt much time after prom.
so yea, chelsea will win the Champions League!!
& its about a week away from Malay Os.
Lets hope i get an A1.

adios.
hazim.

2008-05-16T06:25:00.000-07:00

thats how im feeling right now.

hazim.

ambivalent.

2008-05-13T06:35:00.000-07:00

i dont know.
feeling happy yet sad. mixed feelings.
mind's in a mess.
listening to the songs that usually soothe me is making things worse now.
still in the process of thinking: to somehow try again or to move on.
in deep thought.
mind's really in a mess.sheesh..
anyway,to agree to this quoted line from Alfi's blog:
"Every taste of bitterness comes with a lil bit of sweetness" - Kai Xin.,
i thought i did okay for the exams.
but still am gonna work harder for prelims & make sure i get into ac.

*dont bother asking me what is causing me to feel sad. i wont bother telling u, unless ure worh telling. dont be a busybody.*

hazim.

addiction.

2008-05-03T07:44:00.000-07:00

hello. :) :)
this is just gonna be a random one.
ive been telling myself to continue revising geog bt, ive been coming online 3 times today.
can call it an addiction. ever since i started reusing the com, ive been using it every day.
revised the physical aspect of geog. left with parts of the human geog.
been reading human geog the entire day, bt i keep on jumping chapters.
& why? no shit..human geog is so dry.
somehow, i just feel like i should revise for physics.
i had just found some profound love for physics. :):)im starting to like it more than chem and bio now.
weird as it may sound, im also starting to like studying.
maybe its because i have deep interest in the subjects im taking.
studying can be considered as an abstract art.
its actually quite fun & interesting when you have deep interest in the subjects.
shit, im starting to sound like some geek-nerd-ass.haha..
dun worry, im still the same hazim who does nonsense.

i think im losing my mind. hahahaha...

hazim.

just another rant.

2008-05-02T06:48:00.000-07:00

hello.
saya akan mencuba menulis 'post' ini dalam bahasa melayu kerana peperiksaan O bahasa melayu semakin dekat.
ini mungkin merupakan suatu cara untuk saya melatihkan diri saya menulis karangan melayu...

STOP!!the post would not go anywhere if i were to continue writing in malay. just realised hw poor my written malay is.erghh...& come to think of it, e malay paper is less than a month away. really hope that i can manage to achieve that coveted a1 for malay.

now curently, just left with just physics, amaths and geog elect for mid year..exams ending next thursday..
really hope that the papers come back with nice marks on them.lets hope.one things for sure, june holidays would be a very crucial and important period of time to really study hard..have to make sure i get into ac. thats the dying desire within me that motivates me to continue working hard.i've always believed in working hard to achieve what my dreams are. & thats, my dream,to be in ac..shall work really hard to make sure i get there...

destination: set.
bearings and navigation to get there: working on it.
self-belief: present.
unwanted circumstances: forseen & working on handling it.
hope: no major obstacles crop up & plan dont screw up.
current status: in the journey.

*made a deal with alfi.we both gonna give it a try till end of june holidays, bt it seems like i'm already giving up.*

we shall see how things come along.
whatever the end result is, make the best of it.
live life to the fullest.

hazim.

wiping off the dust

2008-04-30T08:00:00.000-07:00

hello!! :) :)

Whoa...just realised that its almost 2 months since i last logged into this blog.so sorry for my absence.

well..what to do.ive been busy lately. what do you expect froma sec 4 student right??

anyway..loads had happened over the past 2 months.

CCA is officially over. dont know whether its a good thing.

For 3++ years, they'd been a part of my lives.

what with folding my no4 sleeves or ironing no 3 every thursday night and waking up early on saturday mornings for cca leader meetings for over 3 years.

& i've come to miss doing this routine things.

they had been a part of my life which was filled with more adventure & thrill then.

it is, indeed, sad to let go of what ive been holding on to for a long part of my secondary life.

letting go of NCC is very hard.have yet to finish moulding the juniors of mine to be better cadets.

to make things harder, the bonding , the experience, the pain, the joy & the friendship made whilst in NCC never fail to remind me of NCC. it has really moulded into the person i am now. and i believe ncc has done more good than bad to me.Yet, i m glad that ncc is over. there will be more time now for myself & for Os' preparations.

leaving the cca leaders council after the jogathon was really saddening. never had i seen camps which are more fun than that i went through in the council.the crazy times we had, the fun, the friendship within the few of the remaining sec 4s left in the council is constantly bothering my mind. there wont be any more waking up early on satruday mornings for the meetings and leaving class early to support the basketball matches. those were the memories.

& ive came to a state of shock to see how fast time has passed by. constantly, i am remembered of my days ins ec 1, when i was still a happy-go-lucky guy. am looking thru my file to see if they are any pics of me in sec 1, bt sadly, there arent any.moving on to sec 2 where everything happen to fall in place at the right place and the right time. and in sec 3, where life was starting to be tougher.and now in sec 4, one hell of a not fun year.

Moving on...

the feeling is evolving, growing every second, every minute. it is deep within me bt somehow, i only told a few, many seem to know. i realised that the road is going to be very bumpy. whether or not i will be able to get it depends on how hard i try.bt, without doubt, im going to still continue trying as who knows, this could be the start of something new. :) :) heehee...like the saying goes " The journey of a million steps, begins with this step."

~'it' used in the paragraph above can be perceived from different point of views. it could be either this or that. up to u to decide. :) :)

**P.S.- love is in the air im breathing in now. hahaha...(big hint)
-loved, she is.(hope u know who u are, girl)

a few pics wouldnt kill. here it goes...

loved my hair back in sec 3.

i smiled.haha...for NCC---WITH BERET

for CCAC..without beret.

JOGATHON!!!..emcee-ing at the foreground

(PRAVINS MUM GIVING AWAY PRIZES)

Lastly, now is the mid-year exams...4 full subjects & 2 half subjects over. 2 full subjects & 2 half subjects to go...ergghh!!!shall convince myself that exams are my 'best friends'.

lazy.

2008-03-03T06:01:00.000-08:00

hey

im kinda lazy to update blog currently.
give me time.

muhd hazim.

dedicated to fad.

2008-02-12T06:49:00.001-08:00

dis post is goin out to fadli,
relax uh bro.
no point dwelling over things which are nt meant for you.
& yea, icebox has some inner meaning.
hahahahaha...

sch's been a bitch lately.
workload is piling like nobodys business.
damn, its so hard to hold on & stay upright.
i knw i cn get thru this.
bt times are hard nowadays.
so yea, gna make sure i dun breakdown or something of that shitty calibre.
which is crappy.
must believe in myself.
believe that my goals for O lvls are within reach.
cause they are.
& im tryg my best to get up from this fall,
which initially is mundane.
same as the usual falls.
where i'll get right back up.
putting a lot of effort into it.
i can do it!!
haha..

hang on,
the post aint going aniwhere.
shal continue rambling life stories soon some other time, bt not today.
once again, sch's a bitch.

hAzIm

trying my very best. :)

changed it.

2008-02-11T06:44:00.000-08:00

hey.
jst changed my skin. for fun..was bored, so i decided to change it. haha
nothing to do..haha
& im stl counting down..9 more days.
*PS: my links very colourful uh..ani idea y?

hAzIm
trying to forget that im addicted to you. -Addicted, Simple Plan

11 more days..

2008-02-08T18:34:00.000-08:00

hey..
i think these are the rest of e pics..haha..
oni 2 more bt aniwae.
here they are:

this was blody depressing...

hehe..steady pon P P uh!!

haha..crappy pics..

*P.S.: 11 more days and its been a year.

super long.

hAzIm

(the blog's timing & date a bit screwed)

2008-02-08T05:45:00.000-08:00

hey, once again..
here are the pics..bt nt all also..some are stl due to editing.heehee...
bt let e pics xplain e way i feel
afterall,pictures are worth a thousand words.

i am single!!( dirty patch on knee was due to me being a monkey)

SMELL NO EVIL!!

my specs glow..the old man was e real one sleeping

segregations.coz of wad? go figure.

sad face.

sig 4

sweet asses.

will post up the other pics once i get dem.

thanx nana for uploading e pics.

& yea, i jst realised, dis is like my 2nd post for e day.

hw strange?

aniwae,

take care people.

hAzIm

let it remain the way it is.

singleton

2008-02-07T23:10:00.000-08:00

been 2 wks since i last updated.

lifes been kinda hectic. haha..nthg new..

had a few gd days recently, bt most gd things dun last long.

heh..aniwae,mst reali get over it.

shant let it affect me..cz dis yr Olvls. heh..

aniwae, i decided to wear this slippers. bought it although i have 3 others at home.

& yea, i have half a mind of giving this away. y wud one need 4 slippers at home?

went out with peeps on wednesday..

damn, i was damn fed up! hehe..

really! i didnt knw they were all gonna come with their other halfs. erghh!!!!

so there i was in the middle of 4 couples. erghh..

& i felt worse during the movie-cj7..

bcame cameraman for them..the pics wil b posted once i get them.

bt all in all, twas a gd day spent..

hAzIm

wednesday would have no doubt been fun.

if it werent for e msg which came early in e morning.

& i lost all mood to have fun & be crazy that day.

bt aniwae, all the best with him.last long.

shall not let it affect me.

will move on with life.

no point dwelling on something u knw u'd never get. :)

*P.S.: Fadli and Sarah, i will link you up. no problem.

motivation!!

2008-01-25T07:13:00.000-08:00

hah..e O lvl results came out. was in e hall to give the graduated people moral support.
some did well, some didnt.
thats normal.
bt yea, mst importantly, Mark Wee did well.
He was my parts' FS.
I take my hats off to him.
as he knew hw to BALANCE ncc and studies.
congrats mark.(& yea, thanx for motivating me :) )
& i really think one shud concentrate on his/her studies afte steppg down frm cca.
one must get their priorities right.
failing which, ones results will suffer.
tidakkah ku betul?
& yea,deir batch did well. 78.2 % eligible for jc.
dats gd. & ya, one girl gt 8 distinctions.
i felt super motivated when her results came out.
i wish i cud get that 8 As. i wish, must try, & give my best.
i dno, i jst felt super motivated when the results were out.
kudos to those who did well.
+, if they did well, my batch is under pressure to do well also.
bt i tink its ok, its gd pressure.
so yea,im motivated. will work my ass off.
bt yet ill try my best frm nt breakg down due to stress.
so yea..
till here it is,
hAzIm

i find it super cool to be among them.
will make sure im among one of dem.
gna work hard for Os.
O levels, here i come!

random.heehee..

2008-01-22T01:49:00.000-08:00

yea, i knw its been long since i last updated. bz luh. as always..nothing new.
over the past few wks, lots of thoughts been going thru my mind..
some nonsensical, some sensitive, & some entertaining.
ive learnt over the past 11 mths or so..that bein single is e best option while stil in sec sch.
thou i daresay nt all wud agree wif my statement, bt i stand by wad i say.
staying single means u have more time for urself & dun hav an xtra commitment.great isnt it??
& trust me, everyone can live on their own,its just whether u believe in it or not. dun hav to rely on ur guy/girl so much.
a lot(not all) of people nowadaes either they are too clingy(manja) or playas.
however, for those who are faithful wif their partners & are in a long-term relationship, well gd for u then.

& also, ive kinda gt in e mood to lyk go home n study nowadaes. i kinda lyk it in a way as it wud be best for me. haha..nw im sounding like one nerdo freako. haha..im so totally not eh. bt yea for e sake of e Os, time has to b sacrificed.(no time for relationships)..starting to hate amaths. esp trigo. full of crap.

til here it is,
hAzIm

sch has begun!!!

2008-01-10T05:07:00.000-08:00

hey y'all

been 9 days since i last updated..been bz la lately. although sch has just started, its full of crapla.. surprising thing is, none of e teachers came in to class wif e usual pep talk abt this yr being the most crucial yr in secondary education. phew..luckily... schools been kinda different dis yr, i dno perhaps coz its O lvls this yr.

today, went to sp, it was okla..it rained heavily wen we gt there..went arnd e open house..found a few cool courses (biomedical sci-cardiactechnology &aeronautical engineering-same as wad my bros taking).... i thought of gg jc after Os, bt now, i dunno...contemplating between them. perhaps, gotta depend on e O results la..aniwae..im kinda worried for Os. myt nt b able to cope wif 8 subs;most being major subs.

erghh...dats all fer now.

hAzIm

Review of the year

2007-12-31T10:12:00.000-08:00

hey y'all,
im back!!!...been a long time since i last updated. bt before i begin aniting, illlyk to wish everyone a Happy New Year. 08 would be a wonderful year ahead.
yea, went to raffles to catch the fireworks jst now..twas all cool n relaxin in a way.. bt looking back at 07, i realised how bloody bz ive been la...a lot of activities have happened.& yea, now 07 is over. 08= O lvl year.Damnit!!..
& yea so looking back at 07, it has been a very super duper xtremely bz year. yea well, i am gonna do sumting like a whole yeear overview. so yea, here it goes:

sometime in february- IMT shooting & Life firing(screwed it)
13-17 March 07 - Mt Ophir Expedition
23rd March 07 - Jogathon in school
6-8 April 07 - Family day at Port Dickson
21 May 07 - Primary School Games Carnival
23-25 May 07 - Secondary 3 camp( 3rd time at kota tinggi)
28-30 May 07 - Gold Wing Course
2 June 07 - NCC Day Parade Rehearsal
7 June 07 - NCC Change-Of-Command Parade Rehearsal
8 June 07 - NCC Change-of-Command Parade & PDS Party!!
9 June 07 - Cousins Barbecue (ton at east coast)
11-12 June 07 - NCC June Camp (i was oic)
13-19 June 07 - Holiday to Geting Highlands, Kuala Lumpur & Cameron Highlands
22-23 June 07 - Air Specialists' Course(i was bloody irritated with these)
23 June 07 - NCC Day Parade Rehearsal
30 June 07 - NCC Day Parade Rehearsal
8 July 07 - NCC Day Parade
20 July 07 - Racial Harmony Day Performance
23 July 07 - Emcee for CCA Colours Award Ceremony
8 August 07 - School National Day Parade( was NCC flag ensign)
24 August 07 - Senior Specialist Course Briefing
28 August 07 - MY BIRTHDAY!! 15 Babe 15 babe..cn make IC ready!!haha
31 August 07 -ACES Day( duty for CCAC)
31 August 07 - Dikirbarat Performance for Teachers Day
3-5 September 07 - Senior Specialist Course(quite satisfied with it)
6-7 September 07 - India Preparation Camp at GSS
8 September 07 - Orienteering Exercise for Part Bs(was oic)
14 September 07 - was announced as Unity Air's ASM
20 October 07 - sec 1 CCAC interview
24 October 07 - NCC Orienteering Competition
26 October 07 - Dikirbarat Performance for Hari Raya(evn though its so basi ready)
6 & 7 November 07- Science Fair at suntec
10 November 07 - CCA Council meeting & science fair at science centre
12,13&14 November 07- SBAB Attachment(twas quite cool)
16-26 November 07- Hyderabad, India Trip( was super duper FUN!!DHOOM MACHALE)
26-28 November 07 - CCAC Camp
29, 30 November 07- NCC Camp
3-7 December 07 - Camp Pinnacle
17-19 December 07- Class Chalet(twas oryt i guess)
21 December 07- Sec 1 Registration
21-23 December 07- Holiday to Sunway Lagoon, Kuala Lumpur
31 December 07 - chill out to countdown

so there it was..dmn packed la. & yea the ones in green are the ones that are in the school holidays. i havnt had proper holidays where i cn just slack for a long long time..erghh..basically ive gt a few new year resolutions which i wish to kip to myself. so yea, everyone Happy New Year.

signing off,
hAzIm

bz week...sheesh..

2007-12-15T05:51:00.000-08:00

Hey people,

been very busy lately. camps are all over, but now got lots of plannings to do
& lots of homework to complete..I slacked my way thru last weekend after Camp Pinnacle. all i did, was sleep and sleep. haha..tired uh.

Monday
went back to school to do a very rough plan for the cca open house on 4january08. was also planning for e deployment of people for the sec 1 registration, 21stdecember07. soccer training was cancelled, rained heavily. went home wif Pravin.haha..great friend.

Tuesday
hmm..tuesday, went back to school for the India trip exhibition meeting. Mrs Chiew gave us a lot of things to do for the exhibition. but, it was worth it, coz i was with the peeps who went to india and dat brought back a lot of fun.i cant remember wad happen after dat..haha..stm.sorry.

Wednesday
went out to town.been super long since i last been there. only has a few dollars in my wallet it sucks to go town without money.errr!!!..haha..took a few great pics with siques'. walkd arnd town. walkd & walkd. twas kinda boring. coz no $$..erghh....haha..duno hw many timei repeated it ready.

Thursday
went back to school for india trip meeting again. did the weird write-ups for the pics..haha.bt yea, was in e group of great friends,soit was cool. after dat had further planning & discussion about the cca open house. luckily everiting was done. just left to do e final writeup...went back late as we discussed the open house & had a few laughs before going home.reachd home at 10.15pm.almostout for the whole day.err...

Friday
went back to school AGAIN!!!in e morning, did e india stuffs for the exhibition..afternoon, had a meeting wif my felow part Cs. jobs are all delegated..den continued doing india stuff again. was getting really sian with it. bt had to tahan & continue..GUESS WHAT...4/9 is on the 4th level next year. exact same class as 3/9 this yr.err..4th level. y so high up? tiring uh..basket.

Today
Happy 13th birthday Imran ( lil bro)..
today stayed at home, did e final writeup of e cca open house, did homework(bloody boring) & slept. haha..favourite pastime uh. wad to do.. &ive done 6 of 11 SS essays...stil gt oda homeworks for oda subjects.erghh..lazy.

& yea, i was looking thru my folder just now,sawa few pics which i was spose to upload quite a while ago. so, here they are:

on e way to e DAM..4 hours journey..SLEEP UH!!

4 hrs journey made us all have a full bladder!!ahahahaha...

we are BAD!!

at Shantiniketan..guest house, stayed there for e first 2 nights..

gay boys.. :)hahaha..

Manhunt's page of hot Hunks!!hahaha..

me n alice as we were gonna leave the hotel to go back to SG.

pic just looks so cool!!

just after playing daidee discreetly..

me, man, alice,tiffany in e plane on e way to hyderabad, India

cool skeleton....

taken at Ngee Ann Poly, courtesy of KONG Liliang

PT!!!

5 sec 4 ics + Hanafy-representatie from WHATEVER!!

us and lil khairi..

Nicholas Tey!!!Sec 2 2IC.

us selling DRINKS...haha..estee, candice, vivien= good saleswomen!!

we need the LOO!!!

sec 4 ICs...

a big big photo of e sec 4 cca councillors...crazy & wacky bunch of people..

someone was there.

all ready to fight!!

That's all for now. I still got a few pics of India dat needs to be uploaded.so nex post, more pics. 2 more weeks of holidays left to sec 4!!scared? hmm..kinda..

im taking my time to find a right one.being single is great!! :)

signing off,

hAzIm

camp pinnacle

2007-12-07T05:07:00.000-08:00

hey y'all,

im back from th eoh-so-called-prestigious Camp Pinnacle.hmm..i went in the camp with an open mind, hoping dat it wud be fun.but it turned out otherwise. One valuable lesson was learnt from this camp:
i had learnt to really miss something i really liked & appreciated.
which happened to be the Hyderabad trip.
I missed the 3rd dec meeting as i was already in camp pinnacle. i missed out on the pizza.bt nvm, its okay.
first day: we went to Singapore Discovery Centre. we went there to have an amazing race session, team building session, one movie which was kinda boring yet inspiring, den we had a bus tour around safti mi. we passed by OCS. i realy wanna be in ocs went i join e army during NS.
second day: we stayed in at sispec.we had army talk in e morning.went for a tour around sispec after dat & had army recruitment talk after lunch. after dat it was all wasting time until lights out.iritated. i got really bored. n i started to dwell on e india trip.i really miss it REALLY REALLY MISS E FUN WE HAD THERE.& yea, its almost 2 weeks since we landed in singapore ready. how fast time flies.
third day: i was happy initially as we were going to PLAB. gonna take C130, but but but CAT 1 so flight cancelled. iritated.disappointed.bored. den visited air force museum.at night, had camp pinnacle night, had to perform in front of the whole camp & e ICEP delegates.twas oryt, bt wasnt dat fun.& yea wen i saw e aussies performing, i remembered wen i was there in australia for 1 yr, back in pri 4. haizz...i have lots of sweet reminiscenes(dno hw to spell uh)
fourth day: dis is e oni cool day in the entire 5 days camp. we went to NDU. to see performances by e divers. deyre super fit. body damn sui. i wna try diving.seems cool. den we had a navy speed boat ride. duno wads e boat called. bt twas so cool. i almost was thrown of e boat n into e waters. bt it was cool. super cool. trust me, u'd wanna be in it again.den went to changi naval base. it was damn cool.damn cool.went on board RSS Tenacious.dats all im gonna say, e rest is classified info.join e navy, ull know more.
fifth day/last day: i am damn happy as we were already going home. had ns enlistment talk. had ex crescendo sharing session, had camp aar. also had presentation of badges n certificates. den book out camp.YAY..den went to JP, met up with a few peeps, had lotsa fun & went home.

I'm worried. I dont have enough time to complete all my homeworks, projects, tasks & also to start studying for my O lvls next year.i myt seem a bit keen, bt its for my own gd.Im still gona be busy.lemme think:
17-19 dec: class chalet, nvm, confirm fun wan..haha
20 dec: hari raya haji, gg out wif family
21 dec: sec 1 registration; have duties to do
21-23 dec: fam meetg at sumway.hopefully its fun & wud give me a break.

& lastly, im so sorry to all my India peeps coz i wasnt able to attend 3rd dec meetg. i really wanna be back wif u people, coz it brings me back e memories of e fun times we had there.
to new found friends of camp pinnacle: Hey, welome to my blog.

*PS: Taahira: i wanna become a pilot, so yea. just believe it. hehe..
hAzIm

weee.....

2007-12-02T05:03:00.000-08:00

hey ppl,

today i woke up kinda late. no madrasah. so happy.went to grans place at tampines. & yea, we went to terminal 3 to just go look see look see. the terminal is super nice la ...now my dream of becoming a pilot is roaring once again, after seeing the terminal. the terminal is for SIA planes which flies to europe, usa, aus, nz & some other asian countries.hmmm...currentli stl at grans place..havent pack for tmrws camp pinnacle yet.
& yea, im gonna be away for one whole week!from the 3rd to 7th. i really hope camp pin is gonna be fun.
& i cnt wait for 8th december to come, im waiting for the day i can have my rest.bt sway, i havnt done a single of my homework.& yea, still got a few things to plan.& wen m i gonna start opening my books for e Os nex yr??...
errr...super bz...bt yea its been a while since i went out with sig 4, one day, we will. & all oda 3 sig 4 has someone, im e oni 1 left looking, finding & searching for the right one.

have fun people. jst text me if theres aniting.

hAzIm

CAMPS

2007-11-30T20:21:00.000-08:00

Namaste..(dats a greeting in hindi)

yea..within dis wk, i had 2 camps. CCA Council camp& NCC camp. i went to ccac camp a short while after i landed in singapore.bt sadly, i missed out on the 1st nights activities. i wasnt allowed to stay overnight for the first day.so i went home & came back the nex morning. CCAC camp is always fun. it is the camp dat all councillors are waiting for. the 'fun-nest' camp in the school.time past by super fast during e camp. & yea, we had lotsa fun throughout the camp. altho, there was that sad part of the camp, the camp was generally fun. gala night was fun,wacky & off the hook(it has always been fun & crazy).

the very next day after ccac camp, i had NCC camp. twas organised & ran by the part Bs. the camp went on quite well although this was their first time organising a camp. the games& activities they organise was also fun & great.the night walk is as always the highlight of the camp. bt al in all, the camp i wud say was gd, bt cn be further improved.

& yea, next wk gt camp pin. jesper says its fun. i hope its fun. cnt wait for 8th december. finally, no more camps then & i cn finally rest-in-peace, although im nt dying yet.

hAZiM

INDIA!!!!!!

2007-11-30T01:12:00.000-08:00

hey y'all

been 2 wks since i last updated.time has past by super fast lately.i went and came back to Hydrabad,India safely. the india tripwas so damn fun la..i was kinda disappointed twas over so fast. bt yea, we were oni dere for 10 days. 10 days which were packed with fun & intresting activities.

we wen to lotsa places like the golconda fort(has damn cool lightings), ramadevi public school( e sch in india we had e twinning prog with), nagarjuna sagar dam(i tink dats wad its called).& we alsowent to hyderabad city. e traffic dere is a killer.i wud never wna drive there. we stayed in a film city & yea, we went around the film city. twas cool to see e diff sets & places they go for to act. the place was so damn nice man!

the hospitality the indians gave us was also superb la! we were treated like guest of honours, VIPs. i was so shocked by e way the RPS students had a marching contingent the first time we entered the school.twas super cool. & wen we dere, our buddies & their frens took real gd care of us. i really wna extend my appreciation to dem.thanx yo cool dudes.

bt e mst memorable was the VIBRATIONS.dat was e coolest part of the trip. we had 2 nights of VIBRATIONS. we danced our asses of in the vibrations.it was super syiok. there was a dj playg cool songs, & dat includes hindi songs.all of us in there danced like hell.twas kinda surprising to c some ppl dance bt yea, we lost our minds in the VIBRATIONS.twas SUPER COOL!!!

& of course, the FOOD WAS SUPERB.i took 2 to 3 servings for every meal.twas superbly nice. its nt the food dat u cn find in singapore.almost ever1 ate alot there. im quite sure all of us got heavier after the trip. im sure i did. haha..
funny thing is, i didnt take much photos as i didnt bring camera. i didnt wna lose it, dats y. sono photos. sorry. bt yea, once i get dem, ill put it up.

hAzIm

tmrws e day..

2007-11-15T06:07:00.000-08:00

yo yo yo people..

today i just feel to be so damn crazy. but actually, i was fcukg iritated and frustrated and not to mention angry. but thats besides the point. tmrws my flight to india.plane takes off at 8.30 pm. n i have to be at the airport by 5.30pm. super early. bt hu cares. flight no: SQ 438. im takg singapore airlines there. cool. so it wunt be that bad.

todays training was kinda enriching for the juniors.i have to admit, the PT was tough. especially the pull up part. i did em till my arms cud no longer take it no more but yea, it was a good PT. had been damn long since i did physical exercise.

ive just finishd packg my stuffs for india trip and ccac camp. im gonna be super darn tired. tmrw still have sch in the morning. super sian. erghh....bt nvm, tmrw last day, so just go lar. ive missedso many lessons in sch also, so myt as well go lar.

i myt nt update tmrw, so if i dunt. dis is my last post b4 the trip lar. ill be back & updating most likely on the 1st december. gt back to back camps to suffer/enjoy, u decide.
so yea, miss me people,:)..heehee
hAzIm

back frm attachment

2007-11-14T05:33:00.000-08:00

hey ppl,

SBAB attachment is finally over. at last. it was kinda enriching.first day we visited the FDS.saw cool stuffs there.after lunch, went to the Chinook simulator, twas super cool!! i flew the simulator for a short while n it was cool. Within that short period of time that i flew e simulator, i imagined myself flying it in real life in times of need. I feel the surge of pride running down my blood. it was super cool!flying a chinook is nt dat hard really, with more practice, it should be easy.flying doesnt include looking and understanding the electronic gadgets in the chinook.

2nd day was even more cool.we had a tour arnd SBAB.visited the Apache. damn, i didnt expect it to be that huge!! bu yea, its still cool. they took a picture of us with the Apache.dunno whether i should post it up.then went to visit the Chinook.If u think Apache is big, wait til u see the Chinook. After lunch, the coolest part of the attachment. We were in the Chinook whe it flew. We were onboard it. It was so cool lar. especially the part when the Pilot hovered before flying off. They didnt close the ramp when we were flying. I felt the urge of taking a parachute pack & jumping off. AIRBORNE.so cool. i am gonna go for airborne one day.by hook or by crook, i will.

3rd day was super boring.went to Chong Pang Camp instead. it was soboring lar..errgh...i wunt even bother posting up wads in there. super boring. 2 hours in there & we were dismissed. should have went for school that day. erghh....

bt yea, ive missed schoolfor 3 days in a row.mr ng already urging us to go & find our teachers to catch up on wad we have missed.I shall do that some time.
2 MORE DAYS TO INDIA. & guess wad, i havent even packd a single thing yet. nor have i scrutinised the pack list to check whether i have all the items to bring. & yea, i hope i have enough .......

im so iritated that the flight from India is landing on Monday. After that, me n man, gna rush down to school to carry out CCAC camp. so tiring.bt yea, as we r ics, we have to uphold our responsibilities. so yea, ppl say dis speaks a lot of our commitment to the council.

*i hope i can use the india trip to relax myself.

gdnyt world,
hAzIm

superman

2007-11-10T22:49:00.000-08:00

hey y'all,

im so sry, i cnt update everyday. been very bz lately. bt im gonna be even bzier soon. so if u wanna mit me, or wad, must book date first. hehehe..gna share wif y'all wad my upcoming activities are:

12-14 Nov 2007: SBAB Attachment

16-25 Nov 2007: Hydrabad, India trip

26-28 Nov 2007: CCAC Camp

29-30 Nov 2007: NCC Camp

3-7 Dec 2007: Camp Pinnacle

\see, back to back activities..nt cool man. damn tiring.but hopefully, the Hydrabad trip cn soothe me down a little. CCAC Camp- the camp everyone is damn eager about..its gna be damn fun, trust me, cz im part of the planning team.NCC Camp- i hope it runs well as it is planned by the Part Bs.Camp Pinnacle- people say its fun & interesting, i really hope so.

i've been super bz lately. leave house early in the morning & reach home quite late..super tiring.

Wednesday

went to suntec after school. slacked at the booth.played daidee. n yea packd all the nonsense stuffs n brought it back to school.

Thursday

DEEPAVALI..the festival of lights. HAPPY DEEPAVALI PRAVIN, SUREN!!

i stayd home to sleep n sleep n sleep. took dis day to catch up on my sleep.really slpy.

Friday

went to sch. then playd soccer against 3NA.. we lost 3-1, bt nvm, we havent playd together since wen? b4 puase.damn long, arnd 2 months. bt yea, we shall improve on the way we play.

Saturday

went for ccac meeting in the morning & hell yea, twas super fun.congratulations to all e sec 2s-to-be who managed to be in the CCA Council.

went to science centre after dat.e oda exhibition. reachd there late, lucky arul wasnt angry.offered arul to play daidee, bt he didnt want to so yea, me n man jst playd blackjack at e booth while waitg for ppl to look arnd.

then wen to thas hse to slack & then to marsiling cc. went thr to catch DKies in action.i took video for them, bt i havnt update yet, so sry guys to keep u waiting

Sunday

today? im so happy..no more madrasah( religious class) for the year, i did e 2 exam papers widout giving a damn to whether they were right or nt.as long as its finishd, im satisfied.

here's a few pics :

me n man- future businissmen

we look smart eh..hehe

me n james

drinkg orange juice

dreaming

me n james..man, we really look like businessmen :)

me n man after our 'business' lunch..haha

self-obsessed pic :)

n at last,i knw hw to put up pics properly. tanx aunti estee.

signing off,

hAzIm

crazy days..

2007-11-03T20:07:00.000-07:00

hey people,

ive very much settled down since thursday.
its been uite a while since i updated.
friday, saturday, monday & tuesday has been a few great days.

FRIDAY
twas a soul-searching day whereby we really got together to talk.
our misunderstandings were set aside & we talkd thru things.
it was kinda emotional, yet it was fun as we sat down & talk/discuss on the floor of that multi-purpose hall. we began to understand each other better.

& yea, i reachd home 5 mins to midnight. parents were already asleep. & i felt so darn tired as i was out from 7.30 all the way to near midnight.( not to mention i was in half sch uni -_-)

SATURDAY
saturday was one hell of a great day.
reachd sch at 8.15am.was 15 mins late.so sry leaders.we discussed abt e camp n all.i think this cca council camp wil be a great one.

went for india trip performance rehearsal afterwards. no doubt it was super boring. bt yea, i endured. took pics after dat, guys went really crazy.

went to recee arnd ut for camp.

& wait,here's the best part,
As we were about to enter ut macs, yan( sig 4), realised dat he lost his wallet. wakakakakaaka..
so yea, sig 4 + fiza, had to back track to find dat monkey's wallet la.yan yan..damn careless guy. so we walked & walked to find dat god forsaken wallet. & wile we were finding, ahmad slippers gave way. both sides tore. [ Murphy's Law acted on us]..haha..everything seem to go wrong the whole day..& yea, ahmad had to walk quite a distance barefooted, twas bloody funny lar. here's a pic of him:

kesian ahmad...hahaha...barefooted..hahahahahahahahahaha...

hahahaha...so mad went to take slippers from thas' hse. haha..n e slippers was damn cute. blue bubbleswas e design of the slippers. hahaha..ahmad lookd lyk a real joker. haha..( i mean he already is)..

MONDAY

monday i pon sch. hahaha..hw great. i feel so damn happy la on monday. reachd sch at 8am. took out all e dna stuff to bring dem ova to suntec. so yea, e bus trip to suntec was so freakishly long, arnd 2 hrs..everywhr was jammed up with cars.err...iritating, so in da bus, we playd daidee til i gt bored n decided to slp in da bus. haha..reachd sunted arnd 10..damn late lar.
so we put up our stuffs n all, it lookd bare thou.

after all e settg up was done, we headed for funan...actually i bugged dem to go to funan lar..i wntd to get my mp4.hehe..sow ent thr, go see-see compare n all oda nonsense, i gt myself e sony walkman duno-wad-the-model-is mp4.haha..it looks cool lar. bt yea..it wasnt dat ex, so i happy lar.
den went to penin, tot of gettg more skinnies, bt den c the colours, cnt dcide, so nvr buy yet. headed for the sports shop.i saw dis damn nice soccer boots. n yea, out of impulse,i bought them. hehehe...
so yea monday was a great day, i was happy.hahhahaha...some pics taken on monday:

her hair was messy

reflection of us!!..heehee

anoda reflection of us..!!heehee :)

TUESDAY

haha..dis is tuesday. today? hmmm...e 1st day of the clean & green exhibition at suntec. i was on shift from 8am to 11am. super early lar.so darn tired also.anw, had to wear schoollazer & tie n i tink i look cool in it, jst dat my height is a major problem, haha..pics of me in it wud b updated later, nt today.

went back to school for NCC, it was kinda fun & intresting today. PDS is starting soon. e great time are gonna start soon. bt sadly, i cnt perform. i have been assigned other tasks to take charge of as i am e ASM of e unit, soi wunt b performing.nvm,i shal let pravin perform. :) no offence bro.

so yea, my hectic part of my holidays has just started. haizz...i hope i dun fall sick right before e india trip.nvm, i shall take things one by one. & yea, i shall go to sleep now. goodnight world.

hAzIm

stressed

2007-11-01T05:37:00.001-07:00

hey all,

i am super fucking stressed right now.
holidays arent holidays.
they arent giving us a break totally.
and to make matters worse, dis person just made our life harder. fucker. fuck off asshole!
on top of the other things i have to get done, ive been demanded to shoulder another responsibility.
im not in the right state of mind & i myt blow up anitime if anyone iritates me.
so yea, do the necessary.

fuckg pissed.

raya pics.

2007-10-31T07:08:00.000-07:00

hey ppl,

today i feel so stressed. a lots of things coming up & to do also uh.
bt nvm i shall look back at the happiness i xperienced a few days back wen i was out raya-ing & the fun i had with my NCC platoon mates.

here's some pics:

the new Unity NCC tshirt-quite comfortable wearing it

at CIK Siti's crib n yea her hubby took pic wif us also

i didnt realise dis was taken.fadli belo ready.

at farisa(mak tong) hse

at cikgu nora's house

well, they are still a lot more, just that i need to find them. once i found them, ill put it up. n yea, im in pink.

gd nyt,

hAzIm

in a dilemma

random ones...they truly r.

2007-10-30T06:28:00.000-07:00

hey ppl,

its only e 2nd day of extended curiculum and yea, homeworks have came piling.super malas wana do dem. n yea today took the sch blazer and tie for the science fair nonsense thingy.
tried the blazer and tie on. looks kinda cool, so yea..

har ncc training jst nw, was iritated yet i kept my cool, didnt blo up. kinda disappointed ith the attendance. bt yea wad to do, its the holidays..-_-..watchd e b girls bball match against RGS for a while after ncc, i heard they lost by 1 point..nvm, its okay.RGS is a gd side and we are also one too. talkg abt bball,i only watch the NBA finals. coz at that time, soccer season wud be overn i ud have nthg else to watch.& yea San Antonio Spurs is my fav bball team.

i jst realised hw super busy i am lar..superman trying to do so many stuffs, jst that i dun wear red underwear nor do i wear em over my pants.schedule in dis holidays..:
-Extended curiculum is until 16th Nov
-science fair at suntec- 6th & 7th nov
-NCC SBAB attachment-12,13,14Nov
-another science fair at science centre-10 november
-meetg up wif fello sec 3 cca leaders to plan fer camp-3novemer
-cca council meeting-10 nov also
-16th november evening, flying off to india with school & coming back on the 25th
-cca council camp-26,27,28 November
-NCC camp-29,30 november
-Camp Pinnacle-3,4,5,6,7 december
& yea pds trainings in december & maybe rugby trainings.
I kno its a bit messy la, bt yea,jst cudnt b bothered to arrange them properli.

super busy. im quite sure one day i'll breakdown. so many activities.erghh....

& yea quite a lot of people has askd me for my results over msn.. since u ppl ask, i shall put it lar. bt nt bcause im boasting it, not dat its that good also.
1.English-b3(just made it into dis grade)
2.Malay-a2( cukup2 makan jer)
3. E.Maths-a1( also jst made it)
4.A.Maths-C5( cool to have a C sometimes)
5.Bio- a1(also jst made it)
6.Chem-a1(no comments. :) )
7.Physics-a2( jst made it)
8. SS/geog-a2( a bit more da 1 da.)

so there u go, to those hu ask. & yea, i aint no study geek nor am i a nerd. coz i certainly dunt behave, look, dress like one.im jst a happy-go-lucky person hu currentli has luck on my side.

(nt gna do my homeworks, lazy)& dis stupid keyboard..letter W a bit siao ready..

off to tv,
hAzIm :)

(hmmmm...)

extended curiculum started

2007-10-29T07:07:00.000-07:00

harluu people,

today i went to school as thou twas a normal schooling day. i feel so damn miserable lar..go school.erghh...went in school, saw the sec 2 ccac and sc hu r goin to batam.

lessons were damn boring.before break was ss n physics. i crapped thruout the whole 2 lessons and yea, my beloved partner, who sit indirectly next to me, got iritated. haha..at least i accomplished iritating her. hehehe....

after sch, leaders meetg kjap. n yea kjap menjadi panjang sedikit. so yea, slacked in school from 1 all the way 5.15.. i myself dunt knw y i lyk to stay arnd in sch. can become my 2nd home ready. well, actually it is. cz i visit it everiday.

tmrw ncc, i just feel excited wenever there is nc training. its nt go arnd suka2 scold people okay, shirley. its like where i can lead others by example and yea, nurture my up and coming part Bs. who next yr will be Part Cs.

okay, dis post aint geting aniwhere..& ya, nabey, first dat of extended curiculum already gt homework. a lot summore. wahh..sian uh.stupid school.

signing off,
hAzIm

(dimana boleh ku mencarimu)

at last..

2007-10-28T02:37:00.000-07:00

hey y'all,

hAzIm here. at last i managed to make myself a blog. have had a few in the past bt stm,keep on forgetting the username n password the next time i wanna sign in. so here i am, writing my first official post.

todays been kinda lagging.
didnt do nth much. stayed home..thought parents were going out. but so far, my butt's still stuck on this chair, facing this screen.
a few people came over my place tadi.
mum's aunties and cousins.

yesterday was such a greater day.
met up with the significant 4.(mad,man,yan & me)
yea well, its always e 4 of us wen it comes to going out.
& as usual they were late. planned to meet at 1.30.we only left for thas' place at 1.55..
den after dat,it was totally slacking...all the way till i reachd home.
we kinda helped man to keep his dream about kirana alive.
motivated him. gave him faith. n yea, i really hope man hooks up wit her.

& yea, i shall continue try to resolve this problem..links shit. erghh

hAzIm